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[10 Jul 2009|08:18pm] |
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i guess i'm just always going to be living my life like this. waiting for something. hoping for something. i feel like i'm just wasting time, and i'm going to regret it when i'm older. spending entire days in front of the computer is a waste.
:( i want to work
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[28 Jun 2009|02:02am] |
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I don't know how I feel anymore. Life is discouraging.
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| flowers n stuff |
[19 Jun 2009|08:23pm] |
its SOOO nice looking outside and seeing this instead of a big stinky hobo infested city.
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[17 Jun 2009|06:30pm] |
My resume looks really nice all printed up on fancy paper. Might not have been worth 3 trips to kinkos because they messed up my stuff, but hopefully it's true that mileage and other job search expenses can be written off on taxes.. i'm sure as hell keeping track.
I'm really exhausted for some reason.. i'm all stressed out.. most likely because everyone was going at least 10 miles under the speed limit today.. even when there were 2 or 3 lanes.. everyone in every single lane was not going the speed limit. jesus christ.
i need a nap
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| adrienne |
[04 Jun 2009|03:15pm] |
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is started to get really depressed about gas basically working its way back to $4 again. i have no money, no one is hiring, i have to pay back gigantic student loans in 6 months.
:(
revised resume: http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v21/FamousAnus/resume2.jpg?t=1244147157
posted this and a data entry/customer service/retail resume in jackson, ann arbor, and detroit craigslist. i accidentally posted them in jackson but figured id leave them up anyways
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| random stuff |
[04 Jun 2009|01:13am] |
-called adecco-they dont have any jobs but asked for an updated resume so i made one specific to data entry, retail, and customer service
-finished my animation resume based on comments from a lot of random people and animators
-worked on my dads j. geils dvd most of the night.. he is going to ask for donations for me from whoever he gives a copy of this dvd to hahaha.. i have put a lot of work into this i better get at least double what im paying in gas to get out there :\
-got pop cans to take back.. probably will only get like $8
-might go to necto next monday by myself because its free and its "halfway to halloween"
-could not find anyone to go to cedar point with me tomorrow even though its like $20 cheaper and perfect weather
-got pictures from animation production studio showing/graduation:
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| so far on garnes's finest 25th birthday |
[20 May 2009|06:24pm] |
goodies and great job pins lauren got for ryan
joes gizzard city
deep fried bacon cheeseburger!!!
we also got deep fried cookie dough balls and deep fried cheesecake bites
people are heading over to ryan's later for some drinking and whatnot
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| weekend of moving homes |
[15 May 2009|11:30am] |
just went to my last class. my parents are getting here in 3-5 hours. my dad is gonna take me to school early so we can look at cindys game design stuff and manifest. yesterday i got a free manifest shirt
my aps teacher said my zombie animation from last year is on columbia's 2008 demo reel. they put the best student work on there. sweeeeeet.
my internets will be gone tomorrow. sunday i'll be home. this weekend is going to be out of control
blahhh
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| dairy |
[12 May 2009|03:11pm] |
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Dairy
might edit it a bit more or add sound.. not sure yet. might be too lazy
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| now im getting somewhere |
[28 Apr 2009|03:32pm] |
^some of the 2d i finished and the one on the right is a totally completed scene [what the film is going to look like]. i only did the 2d, the rest is 3d and stuff thrown together in after effects that i didnt do.
picks up
^3d picture frame is going to be added in for final film
intense rope climbing action
first of all just let me say that i had no part in timing the film. there are things that really should have been/should be changed however we have a composer making music for us so we cant realy change timing. that rope climbing is pretty intense haha
this computer is making editting so easy.. the ones at school lag/freeze for like 40 sec and you're out of luck if you want to preview something in after effects before rendering it. i can have a couple different programs open at once and they all run perfectly fine. i notice a tiny bit of lagging here and there which i blame on vista. but its no big deal and a million times better than my last computer.
p.s.i am happy because i can make my pr0n folder fingerprint protected. awesome!
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| last scene :D |
[27 Apr 2009|01:38pm] |
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definitely improved since last time. still have to fix small things and draw his face.
i already deleted my surveyhead.com account. i didnt qualify for ANY of the surveys which is ridiculous. i dont have time for that shit.
does anyone listen to lady gaga? i like her poker face song but i got her album and its not really that good. i thought it was going to be awesome. but definitely not.
i also just got pink's new album because i like her "please dont leave me" song. hopefully it doesnt suck.
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[26 Apr 2009|09:39am] |
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wow more terrible dreams last night. kitty boys frozen head was kept in some closet in someones basement. another dream where im just completely crying through the wole thing. and my mom doesn't get it when i tell her i dont sleep well when i have to sleep next to her and have no room haha. plus i have to turn the tv off for her. the tv is like my defense against bad dreams because i'm forced to dream about whatever i'm hearing on tv. blah.
have to finish my last scene today and tomorrow. i have tons of delicious left overs from harray caray's which was a million times more delicious than mortons steak house. i love and appreciate it when my mom buys me $45 steaks. i seriously always thought harray carays was drew carrys restaurant because the little logo looks like drew carry. guess im pretty dumb haha.
will be home in 5 days. sounds like people will be busy but i hope they hang out with me. if worse comes to worse i could work on my demo reel since my animation will be done
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[25 Apr 2009|10:56am] |
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i had the most depressing awful weird uncalled for dream last night. i dreamt that my grandma decided to have assisted suicide because she thought she had already lived the important parts of her life already. it was totally fucked up and i was crying throughout my whole dream and really really upset. i dont know why i would dream something like that but its so messed up. then after she got the suicide injection she was like. APRIL FOOLS!... WHAT? WHAT A SHITTY DREAM!
i dont know exactly what my mom and i are doing today. its sooo steamy in my apartment. i hope it cools off soon. this weather sucks. yesterday i was sweating allll day. we walked around downtown a bit, my mom bought me a columbia t shirt, sweatshirt and bumper sticker to commemorate my time here haha sweet, bought stuff for one of my finals at dick blick, ate at bistro 110 [which was fairly good but they cooked my steak medium instead of medium rare... the giant pad of herb butter on the steak made up for overcooking it though hah!]
we have so much stuff packed that i wont be needing the next three weeks. this is great. i hope it all fits in her car. p.s. she got the best parking spot ever right by the alleyway behind my apartment--huuuuuge spot big enough for the cr-v. i stood in it until she could park so no one could take it. what a miracle!
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[22 Apr 2009|11:47pm] |
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spent around 7 hours talking to dell on the phone and letting them control my computer to help me install vista 64 bit and all the millions of drivers for my hardware and stuff. what a NIGHTMARE. its done though.
i feel completely disconnected from the outer world. this move cannot come fast enough. a uhaul is going to be like $400.. i just checked it out. ugh.
the 7th of may i am getting a new free tattoo. i probably already mentioned that. but i'm very excite.
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[22 Apr 2009|04:49am] |
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my stomach is seriously pissed. i have no idea what i ate. i made jumbalaya and thats all ive been eating but its not like the sausage was spoiled or anything was in there that should be doing this to me. ive felt my intestines digesting whatever and bubbling up with gas for like two hours... its just churning and moving through me.. its nasty. normally you cant feel that. im light headed and i dont know if its because im exhausted or what. i am afraid its going to be like 2 christmases ago when i got dizzy and puked 6 times and slightly shit myself for the first time ever. i hope not. i literally thought i was going to die alone that night. i also had terrible diarrhea earlier.. i dont know how there is any left in me.
also i just watched an infomercial that i cant believe was real
how ironic that this is on when my stomach is churning with craps
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| if its not broke dont fix it? |
[21 Apr 2009|09:52pm] |
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i stuffed my fatty face today with jumbalaya and candy. i feel like a lonely depressed loser and i have a headache. i got vista 64bit in the mail today but i can't bear the thought of re-downloading the 20+ programs I've already installed and then also having to download all the web cam drivers and so much other stuff. is it worth it for the use of .5gb of RAM more? i also thought about downgrading to XP. i dont know why this is even stressing me out. i really want to do something about the OS but so many people have problems with it not installing properly and fucking up so on and so forth and i cant even fathom how upset i would be if i fuck up this brand new lap top. i am just really angry that it didnt come with 64bit vista on it. i shouldnt have to deal with this shit.
i only have one scene left now. my mom is visitting this weekend. i need to get my apartment sublet fucking soon. i have to book a uhual and the freight elevator. way too fucking much to think about. i just want to pass out for a month and wake up snuggling with someone i care about.
someone on lj posted an ad for surveyhead.com . i decided to join because it was free and you get $5 just for signing up. then you get $2 if you fill out about 7 surveys about yourself including car, technology, beauty, healthcare and stuff like that. i tried to take about 3 different surveys that i could get paid $1 for but i didnt qualify for them. once you earn $25 you can transfer it to a paypal account and from there you can transfer it to a bank account. since i have no life i thought i might as well do this. if anyone knows if theres a catch or anything let me know!
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[20 Apr 2009|02:00am] |
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i officially spent all day.. allllll day arguing with people on internet forums for entertainment. sharpening my insult tooth. i feel like a lazy lame piece of shit.. i didnt get any homework done. ughhh. i'm a lazy depressed sack of shit.
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[14 Apr 2009|06:26pm] |
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my opinion of vista and this lap top in the past 12 hours that i've had it:
so far it's bad ass obviously. vista is also really gay, obviously. ive had to spend tons of time customizing the shit out of it so i dont have 87 goddamn quick launch, dock bar, task bar, and desktop icons for the same thing. seriously is that even necessary? all i need is a desktop with short cuts on it. i dont know why windows tried to make themselves more like MACs.. the joy of a pc is that it is NOT a MAC. you have the two, they're different, they're supposed to be.
one thing i dont like about the actual computer is that the screen is so nice and the resolution is so high that everything is TINY. i shouldnt have to wear glasses to look at my computer, i'm not 70. this can obviously be changed.. but when i lower the resolution it either distorts the picture or i have to lower it so much so it doesnt distort the picture that it doesnt look good.. this sucks. maybe i shouldnt have paid extra for the higher resolution screen :\. right now it's at 1680 x 1050 instead of 1920 x 1200.
other than that some of the keys are in different places.. i like that print screen is it's own button now instead of having to use ctrl+fn+prnt scrn. the touch pad has special scrolling features which is cool. i have 1 more usb port also. and the memory card reader is the BEST FEATURE EVER.
awesome packaging
tuxedo black, with a remote control for media functions!
glossy screen, not a fan.. i dont like seeing my fat ugly greasy un makeuped face looking at my computer screen, plus it SUCKS for light glare and reflections
my shoulder hurts really bad :( i didnt go to class today. i really should have but i just feel like a depressed lump o' crap. if i miss anymore classes i think my grade will be dropped so i can't skip again. i have to start dieting for summer now. lame.
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| easter |
[14 Apr 2009|12:23am] |
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well i basically spent the whole weekend with mostly just chris other than friday night when he and i went to the bar to meet people for brandons bday. saturday night we watched zombie movies - dance of the dead, and cemetary man. on easter we went to his aunt and uncles house for dinner. i met his family. his cousin is a firefighter so we got a tour of the fire station and got to sit in the fire trucks! it was cool! then his uncle showed us his giant koi fish that were like 2ft long. tons and tons of fish... after that we went to see funker vogt. they were so good!! i'm so glad that i went. i didnt know the lead singer was such a fine piece of german booty. i grabbed his ass when they had to squeeze through the crowd to get on stage hahaha. i feel so shitty when i leave home. i say this everytime, but its so freaking hard to spend all day and night with someone for a few days and then not see them for weeks. i could get used to having someone constantly showering me with affection haha.. who couldnt? my shoulder is really really sore from sleeping on it funky or something. i just got my new lap top too.. which i am using right now. i dont think im going to go to school tomorrow. i dont have anyone to snuggle with tonight :(
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